dying inside
the funny thing about being in love is how debilitating it is. being literally on the verge of tears every day is terrible. i go through the motions, but i am dead inside.
because im pretty emo anyways and for the pills, i know very well the extremes of living. somedays, i am so happy i feel invincible. others, i want to simply fade away.
but i know i am in love. because she determines my disposition simply by existing.
i pray things work.
fox news
just the other day, i was watching Fox News as a form of self-harm, when i realized why they are the highest rated cable news channel.
they have no competition.
the Associated Press, MSNBC, CNN, NY Times, LA Times, Wall Street Journal etc. are all reasonable and reputable news sources.
Fox is the inverse. a conduit for the large percentage of Americans that are under-informed or too scared to change.
since the democrats are the party in power, Fox spends half their time on the assault.
why would any news outlet want to play in the sewage – even if Fox makes it look less smelly and gross by using fat, old white guys that look like Santa Claus and super hot anchor women whose insight barely surpasses teleprompter reading skill?
the Glen Beck show should be sandwiched between the Daily Show and the Colbert Report.
insanely entertaining.
